My Handphone is Lost

Why are Singaporeans so dishonest?
Are we witnessing the failure of the education system?

I am 'careless fool'. I am a victim. You have left me without a word, standing there. Pity me. Pity me. Think over what you have done! Wasn't it exceptionally cruel? But clever!

I know that there are 2 opportunistic bastards out there, grinning away at the prospect of making small fortune. Do not be tempted by unexpected gains! I see that you have left on the road to hell. Sometimes, in order to vent my anger, I curse you everyday; but I can't find my intended target; and within the walls of my room, they echo back, leaving me in a cruel state of my reflections.

No. My curses will never find you! Yet I sincerely hope that you will not sleep well for the rest of your days. I hope it poisons your mind as the loss of it poisons mine.

If anyone tries to sell you a Sony Ericsson T230 colorphone, or a Nokia 3315 (both Blue cover models)... Try asking the person about its origin.

And be careful on the MRT. Zip up all your bags.

Identity Crisis

Some people are just so nice in this world. I find myself drawn inward their social circle.

I hope I have found somewhere I belong. I really long to be part of their circle.

Surround your life with friends and every single day, lead a happy, carefree life...
Free from all worldly desires. (Maxims by Zhu Zi)

Yes. How tempting! Yet, who does not dream of that?

Time in solitude forced me to face my inner demons. I couldn't face them alone, and eventually, I became a pressure cooker. I had to look outwards.

They say Zhong Hao has that tortured look on his face.

For that, I smile at them, for speaking the truth. It has always been tough to maintain that facade.

They gave me very good feedback about my general behavior. It gave me good reason to learn more about them.

Being critical of myself: I have a deep fear of being insincere. I dislike being frivolous, thinking before I speak, lest I show my stupidity. I dislike being forced to do the things I dislike. I also have a short attention span.

Well, since I have identified my problems, I shall move on to solve them. Wish me good luck!

My Handphone is Lost

Please take note.

Why are people so dishonest these days?

I left my HP, a blue Sony Ericsson T230, on the upper deck of bus 196 heading for Clementi, after alighting around Suntec City.

My friend dialled my no. repeatedly and no one picked up the phone. Suddenly, his phone came to life, with my no. on it. He said he heard static, which meant the finder-keeper had left the bus.

Cynicism is getting the better of me.

Why am I so careless nowadays?

Maintaining my blog isn't one of my priorities anymore, and I write all too serious posts. I've been reading up Singapore's BEST BLOG! It's very amusing - I FEEL SO INFERIOR. =)

Enough with the negatives. I finished the Da Vinci Code. It was kind of boring halfway into the book. I thought I came across too many twists - I can't keep up with the pace. So all those events took place in the space of 2 days? Without sleep, nor food nor drink, those characters can combat fatigue and still remain so focused throughout the story! Meanwhile, I rub my eyes while they swam in tears across the pages.

I never expected Teabing, the Grail Historian to turn out to be the big bad guy. I am also curious about the true location of the holy grail. Is it really hidden beneath the Louvre Museum? It's a work of fiction. Right?

Here's additional food for thought:
http://arrrgh.redeaglespirit.com/archives/001099.html