Adjusting my mind-set.

The results will be released at 2.30 PM tomorrow.

I can choose to be happy or upset.

It's times like this, you don't know how fortunate you are to be alive, with friends around. I'm feeling a little worried now. You don't know how fortunate you are, with no share of doing the housework...

Perhaps I should just camp inside a library for the next 3 months and spend my time studying, to compensate for my slacking this few months. Also, I feel I need the jumpstart...

Unworthy Thoughts. (Hopelessness.)

Life is a blur... like cars speeding across the expressway. Sometimes you'd just wish you could crash...

I dunno how to describe events lately.

I hope I have not invested my feelings in the wrong person. Shucks. It just depends on how much you feed those feelings. How is the receiver at the other end? Doesn't feel a thing. Maybe I should play some games to rid of the loneliness. Occupy my thoughts elsewhere. Go out. Go running. Bury my head in the books. Practise guitar. Sing some dumb songs.

So many things to keep me busy.
"Don't let a girl steal your soul or you'll have nothing left to offer..."

'Kid A' is a strong, depressing album.

Evaluation.

The 'O' Level results are going to be out in 2 weeks time. This spells doom for me... I'm just anticipating it as it comes.

Still... be a brave man, there's no running away from it.

What courses should I apply for in Poly? How should I chart my course? What's the next step? Should I resit for my 'O' Levels? All of these... in a blur.

My friends - so what if they do better than me? You reap what you sow!!

All of it, follows the results. Be prepared for the worst... :|

The Scientist

I've been busy at a midi. I'm sorry I don't have time for everyone. All apologies!

The adventures of a sick person.

Coldplay clinched the "Record of the Year" at the Grammys with Clocks. The award was dedicated to the late country singer Johnny Cash, and US Senator John Kerry.

This morning I woke up and didn't go to school. I went to Marine Parade Polyclinic... There was a long queue. I wasted about 2 hours there, staring into space. I was desperate for an MC, when I only caught a cold and had a minor sore throat. (I could have sworn I was sneezing again and again since yesterday morning)

Because the numbers were not called in sequence, I dare not venture away. Time slips away slowly...

INTO THE WEST (exit music for ROTK).

Words and Music by Fran Walsh, Howard Shore, Annie Lennox
Performed by Annie Lennox

Lay down,
Your sweet and weary head...
Night is falling,
You have come to journey's end...

Sleep now,
Dream - of the ones who came before...
They are calling,
From across a distant shore...

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see,
All your fears will pass away...

Safe in my arms,
You're only sleeping...

(Chorus)
What can you see, on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea, a pale moon rises...
The ships have come to carry you home...

And all will turn to silver glass...
A light on the water...
All souls pass...

Hope fades into the world of night...
Through shadows falling out of memory and time...

Don't say,
We have come now to the end...
White shores are calling,
You and I will meet again...

And you'll be here in my arms,
Just sleeping...

(Repeat Chorus)

Spellbinding. No - I don't really understand what it means.