rolling stone gathers no moss

If my life-story - if - it was a book, it seems to have recurring themes of negativity.. Take for example,

I am a rolling stone that gathers no moss.

I am self-centered.

Or I always feel negative when it comes to blogging. waste of time.

"Mama, I let you down." that's the worst feeling - you've had since you were a child.

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CHRIS COCO - STARLIGHT. A nice song I heard over Lush.. DJ with cool vibes.

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last week played 'Hey! that's my Fish', 'PitchCar', 'Guillitoine', and Twists and Thurns (Germany postage boardgame).

this week was in camp acapella. Stubbornly didn't agree with the beat-boxing instructor and embarrassed myself onstage. Damn, I can't shake off the feeling.

the solo-lines .. who likes singing the supporting parts? singing the melody rocks.

man. i need songs for comfort. like



AYO - AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE LOVE.

All kinds of sad; all kinds of bad

Hanging On The Trees - Leslie Low

So on the way down
I count the days of numbers out
So on the way down
I lose the sense of meaning
Hey there, you know
All lights gone out
Time's running out
It's meant to be

Afar, a hanging on the trees
Away from sight and hearing
A time when all the leaves were green
Embarrassed now from blooming
Hey there, you know
Man's playing god
Life can be bought and sold with ease

Hang like a star
Lay down like a brick
I've been made a fool of me
Dry as a nail
Through flesh into wood
I've been made a fool of me
Hey there, you know
All kinds of sad
Grey kind of black is hanging on
All kinds of bad are hanging on.


feeling melancholic..
thumbing through my handphone contacts, I mused that people are meant to be forgotten... along with everything else I once knew.

bye stupid-ass. wasted your time reading. =P


In The Air - Leslie Low

Waiting by the gates of heaven for nothing you have seen
Waiting by the gates of hell for everything
Waiting by the roadside for a past you've grown from since
Waiting for a glimpse of what you'd been

Dead mountains surround you
Your friends they don't care anyway
Anyday
They'll turn you in
It's in the air

Waiting by the gates of freedom for time and nothing less
Waiting for the last in line, the rest
Waiting for a glimpse of hope
A sliver through the vent
Waiting on the wire to repent

Dead birds around you
You'll make friends in there anyway
Anyday
It's in the air.

these NSF days, I suck-my-thumb and serve my nation -
with pride. Due to reasons of national security, I will not divulge any details related to my training or military vocation. My civilian life remains my primary focus.

"Oh how long has it taken me - call off the dogs now...
I'd get - my act - my soul - my pack of cigs now...
Same - as no one else - but me now...

Oh how long has it taken me?
same as nobody else but me - hang my head down...
down to my toes - unknown to the rest I'm told...
Same - as no one else - but me...
gotta keep up myself...
Get up and Go from Here, Far as can be..."

Lyrics by Leslie Low and music by the observatory.

Sea Soldier

Where I'm posted to?


Camo net must change to algae... hang starfish

heard from a friend, sea soldier equals 24/7 guard duty... man... how scary can it get?

back to basics.

一人一半。 One Each.

This sweet little song captured my heart and many audiences around Singapore. Take a listen, and you can feel all the right chords being sung and strum in harmony. There's a distinct melancholic feeling, in the lyrics, an Ode to this "meaningful" Life and the relationships you invest in.



The Papaya Sisters and Rooster Boy was very entertaining. Don't know why some people (bro) thought it was lame. Royston Tan's attempt is daring and different from those Jack Neo flicks.. Who wouldn't have given up on being serious, when they saw the Durian Sisters shooting rays of light from the breastplates they were wearing? I was like WTFWTF....

From a blank slate, to nothing more.

What if I can't collect my worthless thoughts today
and save them for tomorrow.

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Ok, actually I was thinking about this girl I knew.

So sad that Yi Tien's leaving behind 10 years of memories, to actually to migrate far from here. The US. Poor girl, having to move halfway around the world, after all these years here. So she has finally uprooted, to a someplace where she may seek her fortunes. Anyway. I have got her linked up along with my friends... If you're reading this, do take care.